"I turned to the wilderness really, not to Mr. Kurtz, who, I was ready to admit, was as good as buried. And for a moment it seemed to me as if I also was buried in a vast grave full of unspeakable secrets. I felt an intolerable weight oppressing my breast, the smell of the damp earth, the unseen presence of victorious corruption, the darkness of an impenetrable night."
- Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness
- Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness
When reading the novel, I can certainly see where Conrad is coming from with the idea of the perpetual darkness at the core of man and nature. Not necessarily true evil, but the inability or lack of desire to understand another person or to form a sympathetic connection with an individual. Because the African people were not even seen as so much as people, the colonizers found no trouble in taking over them. Conrad attempted to show the British reader of 1910 the wrongs of colonization. That reader’s context comes from a place of having experienced the times of the African colonization. The British reader of 1910 views the passage with a greater experience of colonization than I do, so Conrad’s message could’ve had a more applicable, straightforward effect to them. They could see the above passage as expressing the evil of colonization, but my context of the story is different. Although I can see the point of the Imperialism stuff, I can’t exactly apply it so easily to my situation.
Since I have been a bit of an outcast throughout life, I naturally relate the passage to modern society. I look all around and see Conrad’s “victorious corruption” in the hearts of so many, not only in the politicians and bigwigs, but also the people I see around me every day. I feel like the lack of desire to understand another permeates society. Through reading the story, I see myself and others that have been discounted for this or that. I see people attempting to “colonize” the differences of others.
I would say that it is extremely difficult to explain the exact context through which anyone views the world. My current perception has been molded by not only every single experience of my lifetime, but also by some amount of inherited personality. It’s hard to say, “Those people saw it that way, and people here and now see it this way.”